The doctor just looked at Terrance stunned he grabbed Keisha's shoulders bringing her straight "Ms.Phillips this is not the end you are very fertile and you weren't as far a long as you could of been." "What type of shit is that though I keep her home she don't do anything they read her as pregnant in the emergency last week I don't get this." Terrance questioned the doctor then called his mother "are you all serious well bring her up no need to go pouting she's still your fiancé." Keisha burst into tears she could hear his mom through the phone.
Hearing the doctor describe the next procedure made her sick she was against abortions and anything like it. "How? How did this happen was it me please tell me something?."
Keisha cried to Terrance he had no answer except "I love you we can try again, you mine" he held Keisha's hand until it was all over he carried her to the car and headed for their new place they still weren't done unboxing he listened to his mother but first he wanted to tell her how he felt. Keisha was on pain pills when it first hit her so she felt no pain at all. In his eyes she had killed their seed, in his eyes her being in the streets caused it "streets I never go out we never go out come on this is my fault??" tossing her around the house "I don't like hurting you why you hurt me?" Asked Terrence he sat on top of her holding her to the floor in his eyes were tears then one came down. "You must was thinking bout leaving when it happen huh?" Terrance had all the sense "was I or was I being what you asked while you got your dick sucked you let her suck our kids soul" as the last word rolled off her tongue she felt something stuffed in her mouth like he gagged her he flipped her around and it began. Terrance had played wrestling with her a few times but this time he was whooping her with his belt like she was a kid like she wasn't in pain. Keisha went numb she couldn't believe it then he walked out. Ass sore from the belt wack. She decided the shower would be best, she then called her dad and talk to him for hours it had been so long since she had talk to him that long it reminded her of when she was a kid and her mom would call her two the phone for the split seconds her father had to call home, she told him everything but she didn't mention what Terrance had done. "I'm sorry baby maybe it wasn't time you're so young you got time you'll be ok how's he taking it?" Asked Mr.Phillips "to be honest he's hurting more then I am Terrance really wanted this I'm kinda scared now ?" "Scared? Scared of what? Look if that's all that kept him then you don't need to keep him I'm shocked he wants that now you both still have alot of living to do" Keishas father made her feel much better about it. Terrance stayed away from home two weeks after she knew she'd lost him she called the person she felt she was supposed to, his mother "Hey Keshia baby how are you? You know Terrance has been here sleeping and worried sick " "Really? you know what Mrs.M thank you for everything I just wanted to know what to look forward to I mean I received a very nice gift from you last month a check, well with us not going into parenthood and all I figured"..... Keshia was so nervous what she really wanted to know was if he was coming back or if he had turned her back on her. "Why you questioning my mom you not out with ya friends already being wild?" Terrance must of grabbed the phone from his mother Keisha smiled he hadn't answered her call a whole week "I'm headed there don't bring that shit up again" .."okay baby okay I just....I just want you here it's been like cold alone who do I have to talk to about it?" Keisha vented to Terrance "Keisha baby I am watching you at all times ....you mine ". Suddenly the phone went silent the call ended. "Wow" Keisha thought aloud then called Jose she was finally ready to tell someone else other then their parents "are you serious baby boo ...oh no you know what my cards told me something was up with you I thought I'd been getting a call you lost his ass and so how's he taking it has the fairy tale ended or is he who you left us for?" Keisha chuckled "I miss you too, he's fine Terrance handle things his way.
I can't imagine how upset I'd be after taking all these chances on me then I go slipping" .."slipping?" Jose couldn't believe it she had more sympathy for Terrence then herself. "Look enough how that ring looking again" Jose joked "I'm fine just wanted to cancel the baby stuff maybe next year".
Keisha opened a registry for their wedding and began working on their new place she has all her things from her old spot and his to unbox.
Terrance came in the door with a box she didn't think to look in it it looked like all the other boxes they had moved in. "Baby did you open the box??" Terrance hinted "No I still have to unpack these and those" pointing at all their things "well I need that box can you empty it for me" asked Terrance she was so happy to see him home she got right to it . Inside the box were three kittens a black one a white one and a grey one "my mom's cat had kittens like a month ago I'm sorry baby I'm sorry you lost your kitten I just want to make up for it" Keisha was blushing and smiling she loved cats "Awwwwwww baby yes oh my God we gotta keep the dog in the other room" ....."I love you baby I don't want to lose you I was so scared I thought....I thought you walked away it's like I turn my back on the world then you turn your back on me". "Keisha I'm here forever we can make another one." Keisha loved him alot she just didn't understand why he got so mean that night had he blammed her for the miscarriage "I'm so sorry baby I'm sorry I lost the baby I'll make it up to you" Keisha had become more secure Keisha knew she wanted to be his wife Keisha also knew nothing was promised she prayed he'd be as loving why did it take being pregnant to keep a man she thought. "I told you day one I want you " Terrance kissed her as he replied he made love to her over and over. Keisha fell back in love her emotions and pain from the miscarriage went away she was no longer mad at herself. "Go dress shopping with my mom next week she want to see you" "Okay whatever you want I'm happy I don't want to be alone again." "Your not going to be oh and one more thing I don't want them at this spot you invited Renee why??" Terrance knew everything Terrance had cameras in their home before their new home and had her phone codes "somebody has to do my hair" replied Keisha "you sure you want to be happy or you just want me as an option ?" Terrance asked with a very serious face "I want to be happy" Keisha kissed his lips "I hope so it's a Dominican shop in that plaza your dad showed us you not too far from there either you don't need anything from there....here. This Music shit taking off you my pick baby , the new born would've made things more interesting but you all I want we have time, your father and I been doing business and I just want everything together " Keisha heard him she didn't question him either "ok " she replied "business??" She thought then said "You and my dad are so similar in your ways..what do you mean Business you mean my dad's in the studio again?" Keisha asked in a joking way ..... "Something like that."
"Get dressed we have dinner in the city tonight." Keisha didn't get his reply nor did she care "Dinner in the city" was all she heard Terrance picked the best restaurants and people could rarely get in.
Keisha had a boss and although this obstacle was the lost of their seed she knew she'd see through it being all he needed, in her eyes God had his reasons in her eyes it wasn't time for the baby. "I'll do anything you want me to Keisha whispered to him as if someone was home she then open his boxers and started to please him all the ways her mouth possibly could letting him release all over her breast . Terrance knew what she was worried about he pulled her close "you don't have to do that baby that was so good...you mine I don't want nothing else ... that's done".
He was speaking about what happen between him and her best friend who was now banned from the home in his mind.
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